a colored spectrum

4.30am

leaning on your chest, being next to you watching the stars,
being wrapped in your arms in a dimly lit street when all the pubs have closed felt so close.
to be home making drinks with you,
playing with Jay and listening to music in bed is something i always look forward to.

kisses, hugs and cuddles... i love the way you play with my hair.
it's been too long... too long that i have forgotten the sensual feel of your touch.
it's been 7 months of tug of war. when we did finally it, everything just seemed so natural.
what do i like?

i like being with you.
i like it when you hold my hand.
i like it when you tuck my feet into the blanket.
i like falling asleep beside you.

other people say that you suffer from inferiority complex.
that other people's dates and girlfriends will always be better than what you have.
you alwiz want what belongs to others, when what you have is actually of premium grade.
i hope that is not the way you are treating me, i don't want to be involved in the personal tussle between you and Rey. neither am i an object of desire. i am a person.

i want nothing more than you treating me with sincerity.
and.. i really don't care what people say about you.
let me make my own judgement.

posted by Veen @ 19:26